“You think I’m after your money, Evie?”
Everyone called her Evelyn, but she let me call her Evie because it made her feel young.
That was Evie; she left pieces of herself in the room. Most days, I didn’t pick them up.
But I noticed the full pantry. The soft towels. The stacked medicine cupboard. The doctor appointments written on the fridge calendar.
Every appointment caught my attention.
Every new pill bottle made me wonder how much time she had left.
Still, Evie treated me better than I deserved.
Every appointment caught my attention.
One afternoon, Evie left new boots by the door. Another week, a heavy coat hung there too.
“I don’t need charity,” I said.
“Then call it household maintenance. I don’t like muddy floors.”
When I said I could buy my own coat, she only asked, “Can you?”
***
At our local diner, every waitress knew Evie. I hated that place because people loved her and questioned me.
One afternoon, she stirred sugar into her tea and said, “You get quiet when people are kind to me. Why?”
I looked up.
“I don’t need charity.”
“You start tapping your fingers, like you’re counting who trusts me and who would be disappointed.”
I forced a laugh. “That’s a lot to get from a cup of tea.”
She touched the sleeve of my new coat. “You look ashamed when I notice what you need.”
“I’m not ashamed.”
“Damon.”
I hated when she said my name like that. Soft, but firm enough to stop me.
“I’m fine.”
I looked away first.
“I’m not ashamed.”
Evie never chased a confession. She just left the door open and waited to see if I had the courage to walk through.
I never did.
One night, I found her sitting on the bottom stair with one hand pressed against the wall.
“Evie?”
She looked up, annoyed that I had caught her. “I’m fine.”
“You’re sitting in the dark.”
I found her sitting on the bottom stair.
“I was resting.”
“On the stairs?”
That made her sigh.
I helped her up, and for one brief second, she leaned her weight into me before pulling away.
In the kitchen, I filled the kettle.
“You don’t have to fuss,” she said.
“I’m making tea.”
