What if I was using Julian?
What if this ruined everything?
What if the kids got hurt?
What if I wasn’t strong enough?
Julian texted me at exactly the right moment.
Can’t sleep either. Thinking about you. Proud of you.
When I told him I was terrified, he called.
He didn’t give me grand speeches. He gave me facts.
“You survived four years of hell. You raised two amazing kids. You rebuilt your life from nothing. Strength isn’t the absence of fear. It’s moving anyway.”
I listened to him breathe until my own breathing steadied.
In the morning, Diane arrived with coffee, pastries, and the energy of a woman preparing for battle. She did my hair, makeup, nails—everything. Then she zipped me into an emerald-green dress, the very color Garrett once told me made me look washed out.
I looked in the mirror and saw myself again.
Not the woman he diminished.
Not the woman who begged to be enough.
Me.
Julian arrived at one in the afternoon in a dark suit and froze when he saw me.
“You’re stunning,” he said.
The twins came out dressed beautifully too, and together we drove to a private airport.
The jet was Julian’s.
The children were ecstatic. I was nauseous.
By the time we landed and the black SUVs pulled up to Garrett’s venue—a sprawling estate with white flowers, crystal chandeliers, and all the wealth he once swore we could never touch—I had gone strangely calm.
We stepped out one by one.
People stared.
The whispers started instantly.
Is that Rebecca?
Who’s that with her?
Is that Julian Ashford?
Did they come on a private jet?
I stood taller.
Garrett’s wedding planner hurried over in confusion because he had only put my name on the guest list, not the twins, not any guests. Julian spoke in that quiet, effortless way powerful men do when they never need to raise their voices.
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